Zyrogate Faine

I post anime-related stuff on this blog.

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Seemingly Perfect

Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez

Places, places, get in your places,
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces.
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect,
Please don’t let them look through the curtain.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture,
Pose with your brother, won’t you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect,
Please don’t let them look through the curtain.

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Crossing The Line

Dear MDA and relevant authorities,

First, you control what we see, by banning Singapore’s film by Tan Pin Pin, “To Singapore, With Love”, because it features Singaporean political exiles.

https://sg.news.yahoo.com/blogs/singaporescene/no-love-from-singapore-its-not-national-security-but-160755547.html

Then, you control what we hear, by not allowing a Taiwanese pop singer, A-mei, to perform her song, Rainbow, which, according to your subjective judgement, contains homosexual connotations, when ALL it means is unconditional love.

http://m.todayonline.com/entertainment/music/spring-waves-rainbow-disconnection

Now, you control what we eat, by restricting advertisments on ‘unhealthy’ food, based on your own objective criteria, to children under 12 years of age.

http://www.straitstimes.com/news/singapore/health/story/new-restrictions-companies-advertise-unhealthy-food-children-20140930

Okay, give me a moment while I go and get my birth certificate. Hmm… Nope, I can’t find Mr. MDA under ‘Parents’. That is so weird! Because, if you are not my parent, then WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE ONE? I really, really, really, admire you for striving SO hard to be the parent of all the estimated 6 million Singaporeans.

Firstly, let me ask you a question. Do you think we’re dumb? OH I WATCH A FILM ABOUT EXILE HAHAHAHA NOW IM GOING TO KILL EVERYONE. Yep, that’s SO gonna happen. OH I HEARD A SONG ABOUT LOVE HAHAHAHAHA NOW I AM A HOMOSEXUAL. Much wow. OH I SEE BURGER HAHAHA I EAT BURGER NOW. ((Have you seen how many teenagers are so thin from the FREAKING amounts of homework you give HUH? This is your fault, MOE))

Now, let me ask you another question. Do you see this line? ——————–

WELL OBVIOUSLY NOT BECAUSE YOU’RE FREAKING RUNNING A MARATION OVER IT.

My point is that you have crossed the line. Period. And I suggest you stop and go back to a point where you have not crossed the line.

Yes, I understand that censorship could be the reason why we are one of the most safest countries in the world. But all I am saying, is to not go overboard. Sure, some things need to be censored. But some of them also do not! Your reasoning is sometimes SO far-fetched, it actually summons the Pokemon itself. I don’t mind censorship, but stop censoring everything till a point where we feel absolutely constricted, okay? Loosen your grip on us a little, please?

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Correct and Wrong

Link: http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2014/09/26/your-letters-homework-kills-creativity.html

Basically, in Indonesia, a teacher marked a student wrong because he used the wrong method to answer a question, even though the final answer was correct. It was a homework on multiplication, and instead of 6X4=24, the student did 4+4+4+4+4+4=24. This incurred a huge debate, and also revealed about the rigidness of the education system.

Quoted from the article,

Our schools praise academic achievements more than creativity, despite the fact that 1,500 of the world’s top CEOs who participated in a 2010 IBM survey believed that creativity is the number one factor to being successful in today’s world. Google’s senior vice president, Laszlo Bock, was quoted as saying, “GPAs are worthless as a criteria for hiring and test scores are worthless. We found that they don’t predict anything.”

In summary, many education systems around the world do not reflect what many societies think. Creativity may be the number one factor to success, but apparently, education systems are trying to stifle creativity instead. So, are education systems truly ‘educating’ us?

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Direction of Blog

I have decided on the direction I would like to take for this blog.

As much as I would love to delve into my personal life, I want it to be meaningful as well. So I guess, I want to continue what I had been doing from around June to July, which was posting about news articles that I had found interesting or worth commenting on. Blogs are about opinions and I think doing these kind of posts actually organises my thoughts and allows me to consolidate into an argument. I am not going to write an essay in every single post, but I really want to express my points and deliver a message. Also, this ‘responsibility’ to post on news, will benefit me in the long run, with an increased knowledge on current affairs.

 

Goals:

  • Beef up vocabulary, especially knowing more synonyms which I can use interchangeably
  • Clear, brief points / short and sweet sentences that deliver the message straight to the point
  • Literary devices: repetition to emphasize, imagery (something that need to do more often)
  • EXAMPLES. EVIDENCES. RESEARCH. STATISTICS. QUOTES. NEED TO DO MORE.
  • Link to my society or my experiences/surroundings
  • Incorporating uplifting aspects among my opinions

 

Overall, I don’t give a hoot about who my blog influences, but I care how my blog affects and improves me, as a person. I don’t know but I think that starting this blog and my anime blog, have been one of the best decisions I have made so far in my life. (Joining SMP would be another one.) It takes a lot of time and effort to maintain a blog, at pretty much the expense of social interaction, but again, everything has its pros and cons :3

So all in all, there would be four categories for my posts. “News Articles”, “Societal Concerns”(which includes motivational speeches), “Random Stuff”(personal activities) and “Food Heaven”(that sounds so lame ohmygosh><) because I often go out and eat with my family. Or to phrase it in a more accurate way, my family often brings me along to dinners outside.

And it’s not that I want to ace GP in SH or anything. It’s just that it would be useful for me in GP and E-Lit ((if I were to take E-Lit)) and it would improve my writing style. I think that literary arts is really very magical and I would like to explore it. I could take ELL in SH also haha but on second thought, I rather take E-lit, because it’s more fun to me. I guess my blog will be GP + ELL haha don’t know~ but the first step would be to try writing complete sentences bah. without singlish lah I hope. and just some details, my motivation for all of this, would be Creative Portfolio (which I have yet to get back) and writing fan-fiction (which I have attempted before haha).

And it’s amusing how I am writing all these 2 days before EOY begins. I am really addicted to blogging and it sounds weird, but I absolutely love blogging, especially on anime and writing about social concerns I am concerned about. That is why I literally blog almost every single day, on either Tyrium Veniles, or Zyrogate Faine. Btw, the names are absolutely random. I just like thinking of words that almost no one has used before. Okay, time to focus on LA. Btw, I have the shittiest time management in the entire world. Just saying. I literally just stone in bed sometimes, for no particular reason.

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A Different Lifestyle

 

What do you do after school?

homework               OR                  drawing

 

This could possibly be untrue, but from everything I have came across, it has painted a picture in my mind, that Western education systems tend to have a lower quantity of homework and exams, or in another sense, assignments and tests tend to carry a smaller significance in Western students’ lifestyles.

Of course, this lower volume of knowledge could be the reason why Asians tend to have a higher textbook-based intelligence, as compared to Westerners. After all, Asian universities are climbing up the board at a rapid pace. Based on the QS World University Rankings, the National University of Singapore is currently in 24th position, while the University of Hong Kong and University of Tokyo are in 26th and 32th place respectively.

But if we were to look from a different perspective, 40 out of the top 50 universities, are Western. How is this possible when they have a seemingly less stressful education system as compared to their Asian counterparts?

Well, if we were to stop and ponder, maybe the key to success does not lie in memorising an entire textbook-worth of knowledge? Maybe the way to succeed does not lie in the regurgitation of content?

There is definitely no right or wrong education system. But there definitely are pros and cons, strengths and flaws, advantages and drawbacks.

When there is lesser homework, more time could be utilised on non-academic aspects. Although in my society, we participate in Co-Curriculum Activities (CCA), huge heaps of homework are dumped on us everyday, with a requirement to be submitted in a short span of time. This forces us to juggle between the responsibilities of a student and the roles of a CCA member, often leaving us inadequate time to explore other aspects outside of this restricted boundary. In my impression of a Western society, students possess a greater freedom to progress in certain non-academic skills, such as drawing or writing stories. As much as these skills could be found in Asian societies, they are usually very confined. Even if one is in a CCA, let’s say Art Club, one would more or less, have to adhere to a certain set of rules and instructions, resulting in an inability to do what one wants. Thus, Western students tend to be more able to pursue non-academic aspects, as they have a greater amount of free time.

The type of education system also determines our talents and future careers. With a greater focus towards academic areas, students are more likely to identify their talents with regard to academic subjects. For example, classmates would be more inclined to recognise each other by the subjects they specialise in. “She is good in Chemistry.” or “He excels in English.”, these are some of the characteristics synonymous with an Asian individual. However, strengths such as “He has a knack for drawing.” or “Her singing is so beautiful.” are more common in Western societies. This is because Western students have the time ability to locate their talents in non-academic areas, which leads to a smaller importance of their academic grades. In a crude way of saying it, grades tend to define Asians, whereas Westerners are demarcated by their individual non-academic talents. This also impacts on the demography of careers in the respective society. For Asian countries, there would tend to be a higher concentration of systematic and knowledge-oriented jobs, like Science and Technology, Research and Development, etc. On the other hand, there would be a wider variety of jobs with a higher percentage in Western societies, some examples would include visual arts, performing arts and literary arts. In my opinion, Western countries would have a more well-balanced workforce. Hence, our aspirations tend to follow the type of education system we are in.

Last but not least, compulsory tasks produce followers, not leaders. Issuing of homework, setting a deadline, designating of tasks… These rigid and obligatory instructions may make students develop textbook-based intelligence, but ultimately, it may cause students to lose their own ideology, lose their own way of thinking. They are compelled to do whatever they are told to do, and it results in them mindlessly working, without having a say in what they really want to do. In contrast, Western students would have their own mindset and a greater ability to lead the lifestyle they want to.

All in all, no type of education system is perfect. Even though I may have a slight inclination to envy the Western way of teaching, Asian form of education has its benefits as well.

As the saying goes,

“The grass on the other side is always greener.”

We often look at other things that we do not possess in general, through rose-coloured glasses. But once we experience or gain them, we develop regrets and envy the time when we did not have them. Plus, no one can truly conclude what is good and bad, without having seen both sides of the coin. These are after all, just my opinions. I definitely do dream of being a Western student, being able to watch anime quite regularly and being able to blog a lot, roaming about through websites and interacting with fellow anime lovers of the Internet. But that can only be a fantasy because it is impossible to achieve this in the academic-oriented society I live in. I can only possibly do about half as much as I want to. But nonetheless, we should focus on reality, and not try to escape it, because denying the fact in front of your eyes will only lead to dissatisfaction. Even in an Asian society, despite the massive streams of assignments, we can still maintain our own set of thinking, and understanding that whatever it is, do not let the education system control us. Know what you want, and do what you want. Only then will you not regret this one life that had been bestowed upon us.

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UpDaTeS

Direction of Blog

I have no idea what I want to do with my blog now. I’ve realised the past few weeks that my posts are getting really insignificant. Plus the fact that EOYs are around the corner, I might be blogging less bah. After I started my anime blog, it outshined my personal blog so much that I am much more interested to focus on anime haha xD I’ll rethink about what to do about my blog after EOYs bah

 

Academic Progress

My grades are relatively good. Erm, I guess I’ve started quite a lot of revision on Maths but it’s so stupid considering that Math is my better subject and I’ve got other subjects that I really need to focus more on. There’s like so much homework for Chinese and Geog… I WANNA DIEEE. Geog is acceptable but Chinese is like a reoccurring headache. I know I just have to survive for 2 more months but T>T this is really torturous

 

BOOKS

THE REVENGE OF SEVEN [I AM NO.4 SERIES] out already

THE BLOOD OF OLYMPUS [percy Jackson] 7th October freaking EOY period

THE MAZE RUNNER (movie now in cinemas GO WATCH ITS EPIC IMO)

a lot of other books that I don’t bother reading because anime has taken over my interest in books im so sorry I apologise to my parents, my teachers and society for I have become corrupted and have fell to depths of Hell and can never return to Heaven, I am a fallen angel, no I don’t like angels, how about I am a fallen red panda, that sounds nice. I hope. I DONT CARE IT SOUNDS NICE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, GO KNOCK YOUR HEAD ON THE WALL OR SMTH AND BE GUILTY

 

Yesterday

If I were to plot my emotion levels on a graph, it would look smth like this:

birthday chart

Q1: Explain the anomaly. [3 marks]
Ans: Its not that I feel happy that my birthday is over haha. And no worries, it’s not because of a crush. It’s more like a clarification of a misunderstanding on my part.

Q2: Explain the emotion levels from 6am to 6pm (90-270 degrees). [4 marks]
Ans: It’s not that I felt extremely sad. But more like, it was a different form of happiness. The parts above the x-axis are because I feel warm inside from the birthday wishes. The parts below the x-axis are because I was watching movie/anime and like entertainment lah.

Q3: Explain the fluctuations of your emotions (why dy/dx changes so much). [7 marks]
Ans: WHY CAN’T I HAVE MOOD SWINGS HUH THIS QUESTION IS STUPID T>T

Yay, so based on my answers, I got full marks for this test! IM SO SMART :333 this is evidence that I should be transferred to the 6th floor lor XD HAHA mdm loh, why am I still stuck at 5th floor when my intelligence belongs to the floor above T>T haha just jk

Anyways, I also realised that if you don’t wish people happy birthday when its their bd, then why are you expecting them to wish you happy birthday? then I realised it goes the other way as well. if they don’t wish you happy bd, why should you wish them happy bd? so in a nutshell, everyone should wish everyone happy birthday! but wait, then this may dilute the specialness of each birthday wishes… WHAT DO I DO, SOMEONE HELP

Haha overall, I really enjoyed my birthday :3 my baka cousin DID NOT FINISH HER DRAWING FOR ME >:( welp I really hope she completes it tmr or someday idk I REALLY WANNA SEE IT, SHE SAYS ITS HINATA AND KAGEYAMA <3 and try not to go to restaurants for your BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER because that’s what I did and my wallet’s as hollow as my brain is.

omg SHUT UP IM ALWAYS RAMBLING ON AND ON >< BYE

((lol the mood swings are strong in this one)) SHUT UP ME

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X Factor UK 2014 (Auditions)

Really excited for this year’s X Factor! As much as I think that last year’s contestants had better looks HAHA, but I feel that the contestants this year are quite talented too. There are pockets of wonderful auditions, some of them I have listed below. The rest I would categorise them into two types: funny in a good way, and hilarious in a bad way. I don’t know, but I feel that it is very obvious if you have a passion for singing or not? It is very easy to tell if you have a motivation to sing.

Again, these are just some of the auditions I feel were nice, not all.

Amy Connelly

Only The Young

The Brooks

Monica Michael

Reece Bibby

Lola Saunders

Jack Walton

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Teachers’ Day Celebrations 2014

Thank you to all the teachers and students who planned this event! It was really enjoyable overall.

However, one component that I disliked was the ‘Shadows’ game because it was really boring for the audience.

And I am very sorry and I mean no offence but the guy emcee was very unenthusiastic. It was a horrible decision to appoint him as an emcee alongside the girl whose voice had very good intonation. This is just my opinion, but I guess a lot of my classmates agreed with me as well.

I guess it was really exciting to support your classmate haha. I could tell that 9RIDE, especially Nicole Fu, had a lot of practice despite the hectic mugging period.

The Centrestage Winners Duet was quite a good idea and both of them sang so well! I just didn’t understand how the song ‘Say Something’ was relevant to Teachers’ Day… Don’t get me wrong, I love that song but no link haha.

I think the 4C13’s performance was one of the best throughout the entire event. The video was sweet, their playing was lovely and miss fang going up to receive her deadly weapon – a kiap kiap – was just awww~

One thing that I didn’t want to complain about is that, it is really annoying when people comment long sentences in the middle of a performance or when someone is giving an interesting speech. If like one word or a few, I won’t mind. But you disrupt the entire thing, then I wasn’t able to hear what I just missed :(

Potluck was boring HAHA erm the grapes were a good idea though. Omg and Gwyneth baked for everyone cupcakes and a oreo cake for like term2-3 birthday babies to feast on! SO GOOD i wanted to eat but i don’t know if I was elligible or not :/

Jansen started some silly funny game haha and everyone looked so childish but I couldnt help laughing the entire time. Oh and important tip: stealing glances at someone is very easy but try not to get caught by the person.

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Sigh no one wanted to write for Mr Jeremy Lim… Not that I wanted to HAHA but I mean, I am the Physics rep so no choice I guess. Personally, I think the card quite nice haha but maybe a bit too glittery and colourful. I got the stickers from The Paper Stone btw and a lot of people liked them :3

Somehow felt like shopping at bedok mall. So I did. Bought a shirt, and some anime stuff which I REALLY LIKED :) met Ming En and friends haha i literally see them everywhere.

Then, if you did not know, every year Teachers’ Day, there will be a dinner at night for all staff. And there would always be a best dressed subject department competition ;) All photos were not taken by me :)

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Once again, thank you so much to the organising committee and anyone else who had a part in planning this event. Also, thank you to all the performers for practicing so hard and for putting on a wonderful show. Finally, thank you to my class comm and reps for taking the initiative to do the respective cards for each subject teacher. Well, except huaizhe but its not his fault bc tanbeekee teaches both history and ace. BUT STILL #MostUselessAceRep2014 :P just joking xP

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Pleasant Annoyance

Shyt at first, I didnt want to touch my blogs at all because I have freaking so much responsibilities piling up on my back but fudge it I have so much to say and I need to let it go~

SO TODAY WAS MY E-LIT R&J ROLEPLAY haha okay i really dislike bragging but i just want to say I was really happy that ms vaz and a lot of ppl enjoyed my acting :3 i think our group, consisting of me min nicolefoo regina and tiffany, practiced A LOT like we rehearsed about 15-20 times with actions and stuff. So i think it was abit insensitive to have said that I carried the group lah. My group got 36/40 lah but i felt that everyone’s acting were damn awesome :) regina was good at falling down and like the tone for “i swear it shall be romeo” was very sharp and the interrupt me before i say “speak not” and the grabbing of my elbow, basically she complemented my entire acting and if it wasnt her who was Juliet, my acting would have not been as good? Nicole foo was really precise when she said the part “God in heaven you are to blame to rate her so”. It made me want to talk back to her, u get what i mean? She was also not as awkward as before when comforting tiffany (2nd juliet). I have to admit that min low’s speeches were very monotonous, but IT IS EXACTLY WHAT LADY CAPULET’S VOICE would sound like – boring, no emotion bc she doesnt care abt juliet. Tiffany could not be heard very clearly at some parts when talking to nurse kneeling down, but the last part “ANCIENT DAMNATION OH MOST WICKED FIEND” YOU GO GIRL hahaha so yeah my grp members were awesome. And the thing is I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THEM, we went to min low’s house two times hahaha it was so posh sia and surrounded by plain HDB flats, should have taken photo sia damn nice place to live in, but has like the poorest security in singapore HAHA we just entered like no one’s business. I should also have taken a selfie *hairflips* cause like i hardly get to wear that shirt. The only time i wore it was bc i bought it for my cousin’s wed. Erm i think that for my acting, it wasnt like a tryhard thing but more of a ‘total engrossed into play’ thing. As in i feel that you can put in a lot of effort into shouting, but its better if you put yourself in the shoes of capulet and imagine the anger he would feel when juliet doesnt obey him. Tbh it all just came natural to me. Its like, when the scene starts and i start off my siloliquy (i cant rmb how to spell SORRY), i will just go on a rampage. I think thats a result of complete empathy for your role and many practices. OH YA haha just quoting from huiyan: “morale of the story: always do roleplays with leslie” HAHAHAHA I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING erm i guess i am flattered but haha i would want to join with my awesome grp instead :) Anyways, thanks gwyneth, huaizhe, amanda and christie for directly praising me :) and ofc thanks my awesome grpmates. I know this is just a small minor activity so its abit dramatic of me to be so erm dramatic haha but to me, i hardly ever get to do roleplays and i freaking love roleplays okay so yeah OMG and then ms vaz was also saying how i should join EDS and like im a waste in scouts hahahaha BUT okay im really sorry no offence its just that i have so many CCAs to choose from? I could continue scouts as ventures, i could join science soc bc they jiu-ed me, i could join eds bc i have a passion and abit talent for acting, i could join community involvement club (i forgot the name of the cca hahaha) bc i love to volunteer and i want to go like other countries and help ppl. Omg so like other than my wish of going to iceland with the other person of my life, but i also wish to like just go to a LDC and like help build stuff and teach ppl with that other person also <3 have not found the one but idk its what i feel as romantic hahaha can someone drive a car and run me over rn i feel so embarrased. Okay i am going off like so many tangents sia wtheck am i doing shyt i have so much stuff to type still and so much to do tmr.

I ALMOST FORGOT. Erm ms vaz also gave us a motivational speech on how grades do not define us, bc she had nth to do in the last 10 mins HAHA her quotes are:

Hard work never killed anyone.

It is not about how you start, but how you finish.

IM SO GONNA USE THESE FOR LA EOY ESSAY HAHAHA “MISS VAZ, an english literature teacher in dunman high school, ONCE SAID THAT…”

Okay next thing, mrs dayna chia, awesome teacher to the max. She may not have taught me be4 but idk she feels so engaging and funny. She wasnt going for a motivational speech but rather, a more empathetic speech, to connect to us and like give us some solutions if we are indeed feeling vulnerable. I really enjoyed her speech but i felt that it didnt leave me with anything other than what does being vulnerable means in our context. Im sorry mrs chia, but maybe it was just too rush or maybe it was just me. Basically, im here like “okay the speech is over, now what” i want to take note of this when i do motivational blogposts? Bc i dont want that to happen haha.

Okay another major thing that happened today. Ms eileen lim. So i know yr4 cca standdown so shouldnt have cca but basically, i have some badge tests to clear so yeah. Then we were having a short break when i accidentally turned round the corner and ms lim was there hahaha. At first i didnt realise abt cca standdown but SOMEHOW MY INSTINCTS TOLD ME TO TURN BACK. And i did and ms lim was like “come back here!” SHYT S-O-S SOMEONE HELP. Then she also caught kahwhye who supposedly was trying to run away haha idk. But basically she scolded us (me specifically) abt yr4 cca standdown and i was quite guilty so i just looked at my shoes the entire time. Then like somehow the conversation took off on a tangent and we ended up talkin abt ‘欠’-ing badge tests. Basically we got our badges 2 weeks ago even though we have not completed the necessary components but we still have to complete lah. Then kahwhye and camillus were defending ourselves by saying like how “this is not our proposition, weixuan told us this, weixuan told us that” okayy… Erm its not that i am happy to take the blame entirely for myself? But its just that i HATE, and i rarely HATE stuff, i usually dislike only. I HATE LYING, I HATE BENDING TRUTH, IN ORDER TO DEFEND YOURSELF. Okay, its not WRONG at all, and it could partially be the other party’s fault. But still, you’re like pushing the blame to them! Okay yeah its true that weixuan can handle it and stuff, but still like we’re indeed in some form of wrong and you’re trying so hard to not get into trouble? Im sorry i understand that kahwhye and camillus was protecting all of us, but i just cant stand that form of action lah. Im sorry. Its my nature to just apologise, take the blame and get over with it, rather than push blame here and there and make matters complicated. It may be a better option but im not cut out for doing that im sorry if i offended anyone i mean no offence at all just a difference in opinions

AnyHOW, as mrs chia would say, we did drills 2. Contingent consisted of me jinyang kunhao wenyang maxim martin. Jinkang last minute say dowan argh annoying. So because of the ms lim incident, we were forced to finish quick in case other teachers saw us. So yeah, but kahwhye didnt close that big of an eye. He was still quite strict and we did a lot of times lah. I think that the ‘hentak-kaki, cepat-hentak’ was the most tiring one for me haha marching on the spot is freaking tough! Then marching, the turning part, we redo so many times but in the end, we got it, just need to practice abit more. Overall, my performance was decent but my stationary drills was abit bad because i was quite pressurised and like messed up twice for ke-kiri/kanan busheng haha

Went home with kahwhye and jinyang. Le wild james popped up at macs. Talked a lot of stuff but im sorry i didnt enjoy the conversation at all. First of all, i prefer talking to girls and im awkward with most guys. Secondly, i cant stand sexual + sick jokes by guys but i dont mind saying it rarely to girls. THE ENTIRE CONVO WAS EITHER ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS, PICKING UP GIRLS, OR SICK JOKES. Sorry just no.

And then, le wild rueyde appeared. Then i couldnt stand it already so i suggested to go home now hahaha. I had like so much stuff to do and here i am listening to ‘EM waves’, censored words, and bleh idk

Left at paya lebar with rueyde and friend. For some reason, rueyde ask me what pri sch i from, then i said st. stephens and apparently his friend also from SS. Cause he saw my shoebag which is a de la salle bag given to only like christian sch IM NOT A CHRISTIAN OKAY OR A CATHOLIC OR A JEW OR MUSLIM OR BUDDHIST OR TAOIST. I HAVE NO RELIGION IM SORRY BECAUSE I 3ELIEVE IN MYSELF ooooh see what i did there xD So we talked quite a bit and then i learnt a lot abt tiger’s status update haha. Apparently, shijie has been coming for more jihes but he’s always late HAHA THEN ERIC WAS ACTUALLY GOING FOR A FAMILY MOVIE OUTING BUT HE CHANGED HIS MIND LAST MINUTE AND WENT FOR A SCHOOL CAMPFIRE THING IDK. Im so touched >< but anyways rueyde's doing a goodjob lah and im really happy that rueyde is damn GL so tiger will always be a patrol full of laughter and fun :) what i learnt from being tiger's PL is that they just want to have fun, especially ming en and xian lu. Eric and shijie wants to be more involved, shaun wants a reason to why he's doing this and if there is a logical reason HE WILL DO IT TO HIS BEST EFFORT, kenneth maybe a bit left out lah. Overall tiger's awesome :)

Finally home, sigh got so much stuff to do. Erm tmr's a special day and i know i suck a lot but i hope that video is enough? I understand that i should do a card but tbh the video is exactly wat i want to say. Other than that, i want to say im sorry that i always no time talk to you, never 约你出去 and stuff. I wont doubt our friendship but if i go up to SH, i'll be even busier so i would have to try harder i guess. Happy birthday btw haha :) and im sorry for the shitty drawing, just wanna show that you are the only real life person i would draw :) la la la~ wow long post is freaking long haha

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